I need to stop trying to be this nice and kind person
Clearly I’m not. I only do good things when I feel like people deserve it
If they don’t deserve it then I take it all back
People who are actually kind don’t care about that, they are simply nice to everyone
And I just don’t know how to do that. So fuck it
I don’t need to try so hard to feel better about myself
Cause nothing is worth feeling like shit when I can’t live up to standards I set for myself









